college found me!!!

____ you-know-what !this was supposed to be an earlier post, but it was never
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well well well!!sincerity goes by my name it seems ........ i read in a college now!! (polite round of applause.... like the one in response to bilbo baggins saying "'its my one hundred and seventeenth birthday (i dont know the figures THAT well!)'").i never bunk a class, never keep up late at night to watch movies(now THATs a lie!!-- but goes down with the image well!!), never drink(did once.. in school), dont smoke(truth at last!), dont go around to much entertainment except orkuting.. that too twice a week.thats my college life (CAMPUS life, if you please!) and i am almost nearing my endsems. but what keeps me going are my friends.. ahh nights over in blasts of loquacity and discussing over sensitive topics to national development, to social develpment.. and most important - PERSONAL development. i consider myself lucky to land in good company everywhere.the latest highlight of my life has lately been a philosophical paradigm shift. a friend going by the name of sudhanshu preached me this time around and i stumbled on a pretty important fact of life that i seemed to have been missing and messing up on , notwithstanding my 7 years of hostel experience (that i flaunt on at every possible opportunity). its a story worth telling- for the advantage of some lost soul who needs help, and gets it here (ooh! i seem to have this saviour complex in me!).so it all began when i (I - of all ppl-- capitalization for egoistical reference.) began having problems with adjusting into this bright new hostel atmos. though i was the one who asked everyone their names and tried to break ice.. the whole setup didnt appear to go down my alimentary canal well!! my psychologically logical mind took up the task and i tried every approach under the sky to convince myself (self-motivation) that there was nothig wrong with my personality and this was just transient ... they went down the drain.enter sudhanshu and a magical post supperal chat (i bend my grammar here and there!) one tuesday night.... the logic was straightforward - dont think that there is freud's unconciousness opinions lurking somewhere beneath that offbeat comment somebody made.. let the steam out and take a deep breath!! actually what was happening was that i was reading more between the lines than that existed. problem solved!! so the next human being who told me that i was looking specially weird that morning recieved an icy thanks. man of the moment? thats me!(ed's note: sudhanshu is also a hostelier[tch tch grammar!] like the author and is familiar with intricate nuances of first hand psychology... he learnt it all the easier way- experienced it.)lost soul's problem solved(?)---- my b'log' , more the logbook if you ask me, shall henceforth contain all news about me, shall be updated anually at the least, and reserves the right to tell ppl who despise my egotistical ravings to run off for a change and ... isnt that too much already?signing out quite,yours truly,_____________________.